Missing You

You may not be there for me.
but I know that you are somehow.
You may not now my story, but yes lets keep it that way
My past is my past.
gladly you are not concern, cause I don't live in the past.
I live in the now.
I may be cautious about some situation.
but that's me. my mind trips me off everytime.
sometimes I don't know half the things it tells me
but hey, im only human.
everybody has those moments.
we fight for our distance.
that's what makes this relationship stronger. everytime.
I like what we have. nothing is going to change,
and you have my word.
you inspired me to do this.
you have been making me feel better, everytime I been feeling down.
we hardly see each other, but we still talk, communicate.
its been long since we have seen each other. on a sunday afternoon.
we are still planning.
one of these days we will have great times together.
building memories.
and you will be happy on my decision.
im trying my best not to give up. your the only person that's making me stronger everytime.
its funny how just last summer we met, and yet are this close.
your worth my time, but sometimes we have things to do that keeps us away.
but its our life. in our individual time. we gotta do, what we gotta do right.
hope this puts a smile on your face, =) hehehe ^__^
miss you buddy. sooner or later we will meet once again. and again.

Runaway

Run away from your problems
Run away from your past
Problem will get you killed
It can also ruin your life
Leave the past in the past
It will hurt you and ruin yourself
Please let it go....
Run.. Run.. Run..
Get Away..
Return with a smile..
Return New..
Your better than anybody
Slow down your almost there
Remember what is better for you
What is best for you...
Now enter the world that your problems
and the past will be gone. Forever...
Now... your Free...

Forgotten

I once felt alone.
Nobody ever cared, or loved me
I met this guy, this guy made me feel alive
Once I was Dead, But this feeling brought me back to life
This guy made me smile and laugh
I wonder what was his game
the game that he played with other girls
The game that he uses
I never found his game, Until later
He went and used me for good
I was just his pet
faking his feeling
action was all an act
until this girl came and loved him without him knowing hes falling in
She hugged him, kissed him
In front of everybody
In front of me..
While I was dieing inside, hes over there looking so intimate
He told me , nothing was going to get in between us.
The action was a lie, something was getting in between
My silence. Made him give up on me
As I slowly started to turn invisible
He didn't see me disappear
Hes happy, while im gone.. dieing slowly
He forgot everything
What I did for him
What I gave him
The company for when he was alone
The passion when he had nobody
The gift of my appreciation
Yet I remain Unknown....

the best friend i thought he was.

My best friend.
what can I say?
He's my everything
we do a lot of things together.
yet it doesn't seem like he is cherishing them
He's awesome
he can be a kind of a jerk
but that's what I love about him.
We can talk like enemies
but still take it as jokes
and we end up smiling and laughing
but there are things I wish we still did like
hold hands as friends
take silly pictures
act like we are actor
play fight
hug in public
not having to hide anything from anyone
4/5 years now.
and yet he cheating on me with another girl.
nothing is the same nomore.
we use to endless talks
watch T.V shows, movies,
listening to music.
fight.
and other stuff.
now we hardly do a thing.
the things we do are just
watch TV shows and movies.
I miss the person he was 2 years ago.
it makes mi this sad to see him change..
I want him back..