Him?

He's dead inside, with no emotion.
He's not a relationship guy
He has an easy forgetting mind.
Its easy for him to forget a person.
He had a hard childhood.
He's a very cautious guy.
He has a mind of a very smart person.
He thinks things thro.
He's like a comedian.
He's like a teacher.
He's like a soccer coach.
He's like my therapist.

He's like my everything, my world.
He doesn't know it, he doesn't want to be that person.
I fell in love with this guy.
everything he does, is going to be complicated to forget.
everything we do, is unforgettable.
We have so much to lose it now.

I know this person more that I know myself.
I've been with this person more than anybody.
I know how it feels to lose a person, to even forget a person.
But this person cant be forgotten because he is my heart, and mind.
Can't stop thinking about this person, cant go a day without him.

Everything he does either haunts me, or makes mi happy.
He's doesn't know how bad he has hurt me,
with the things he did with other girls.
those girls can do anything in front of anybody,
but to me, it's like we have to hide behind a closed door for me to feel happy.
He's doesn't know how bad, I wanted to do things they are doing, what he does to them.
I can never have that, cause I'm no good.

I'm someone that he has to hide from everybody.
That is why I'm jealous.
But, you will never understand, how I actually feel about you.
Cause you're not the person.

You are a person who will leave me deing on the floor and not shed a tear.
You are a person who will easily forget about me.
You are a person who will make others happy.
You are a joker, not a lover.
You are a lier, fake, and dishonest.

What I love about you is your mind, life style, your dead emotion.
Your laugh, smile, face, hair, hands.
But, I guess it's different now.