I thought he was the one.

That day and that night. was the best. I felt happy like if I was princess. We listened to music. we bonded. we talked, we laughed, we looked. As the day went fast and the night became darker. The moon shines its light on me. Felt like everything was real for once. I Stood there looking at the moon, thinking that one day we will be together forever. That I was going to be the only one. As you walked next to me, picked up my chin with your touch of your fingertips. Everything turning black, getting hotter. Soon our lips meet. Felt like everything in the world was stopping. We smiled and laughed again. Telling me why im happy. The smile on my face was big enough for him to know why. Since that day everything changed. Felt alive, like if I had some reason for me to live. As we said our goodnights, We smiled and I walked away. The night was beautiful. It was magical. the touch, the feeling, the high intense beating of my heart racing fast, your smile is beginning to stick. You think you are going to be with him.
All that feeling of being free, and happy. was just false. As the days go and the years past, things began to change. You started to be with others. I've felt dead inside. Like all my broken pieces were burning into ashes. Nothing could have saved me. Felt lost, alone, scared, and lied. You were my treasure, my gold, my world. Everything I've felt was for you only. I didn't care about anybody but you. I cared to much that it cried me to sleep. I envy them cause the things you do to them, makes me think im no good, that im just a lil girl that falls in love with a complete stranger. The way you touched them, hold them, kissed them, looked at them. Made me feel lost in my head. Like if I was just a warm up. You sleep with them. I cared. You hold them with comfort, I died. You kissed them with passion, my heart burst into flames. You looked at them, I was jealous.
As days past, you did the same. You lied to my face. You told me we had nothing. You told me we were just friends. You told me you weren't going to be with me. You told me I was nothing.
As hours go by. My face was swollen. My eyes were red. All the tears I shed. You finally told me you cared.
We were more than friends. You denied your feelings.
everything I do with you is still cherished in my mind and lips.
Nothing will breaks us apart.
Soon we will be together forever.